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sum41 With Me
McFly Too Close For Comfort



after a sum of 100 over post

tansri has finally reached a point

where he needs to
be an emotional fucktard!


tansli is here tolay to tell you

don't be sad...

u have friends around you..

ur not in a bad position

let me advice u with some stupid advices..

first there is no point being sad..

a relationship is mutual..

both sides has to like each other in order for a relationship to work

there is no point being sad over it if the other party doesnt like you

i`ve been lovin this particular girl for almost 5 years now

5 freaking years

and i know i will never be with her..

the feeling is much worst than urs..

so what i do is...

wake up wif a lanjiao face in the afternoon

and put on a fake smile and leave the house

hey just because im fuckin crazy doesnt mean i cant be sad..

and no!!

i do not hide my sorrows with laughters..

its reality not a fucking movie.

hahahaa...

wait..

tis is an emo post..

yes....

everyday i put on a mask to tell ppl im happy and fine..

deep down

my heart is crushed

burned to ashes

a scar which i swear will never go away....

everynit before bed is wat i fear..

i dont get imsomnia..

i can sleep anytime i want.

its because i think of her everytime im alone..

so i prefer being around ppl..

makes me happier as well..

so in conclusion

im too used tooo being crazy

i cant really express my sadness anymore..

oh yes i can..

i smoke more...

puff puff puff!!


peace