dear D**

please get your damn facts right about me. Don't talk like you know me well
you tell me your have been observing me for the past few months?
you were not even home much how can you be sure of what i did?
you come back drunk and start shouting at me over texting me all you dare to use vulgar language againts me?

hell your a good ***

eat my shorts!!

i have backed you up a lot of times..
and yet you dare tell me rubbish!?

heres to you.
GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT!!
you don't know me..
you weren't beside me much when i was growing up!!
you didn't brought me up in a great wonderful environment!!
it was your **** which did all the job!!
you put her trough sufferings and now your telling me what to do with my life?
guess what?
you weren't much in my life for the damn past 18 years.
it's coming 19 now and your trying to get back into me?
hahahahaa....
thanks, i am thankful that you now support me in my studies and money.
but that doesn't make up to the time you wasted not spending with me
when i was a child you were barely home.
i love waiting for you to arrive back home hearing you whistle.
every damn fucking time you came back i was a fucking joyful kid.
but as time pass i knew you weren't coming home and i wished it wasn't for good.

and one time you came back with shits and rubbish which you poured upon my family.
i hate you for that but i still forgave you because your my ***!!!
and you ever once thought that what you did could effect our life's?
i guess you didn't because it's all happened..

but you couldn't turn back time right?
so your stupid actions caused you great misery!!
when you got into a great arguement with my *** i still stood up and said
"whatever he did and stuff i can't change the fact that he is my ***"
my brother told me i was a stupid fool still caring and thinking of you and your money.
but i couldn't give a fuck and still stood the fact i have and own a *** like you..
i know you gives us things we want now..
but do you hear me asking for money for this and that?
it's only petrol money i ask for.
i don't ask for a new car often.
i do tell you the cars i like.
i do tell you i want this car.
but i've never expected you to buy me the car.
yes i know you bought us decent cars..
i don't even speed with the cars..
yet you say it as if i don't fucking apreciate it at all..

when i got back the BMW i saw the P sticker missing.
why was that?
i know you had driven the car back to penang to your second ****'s place..
i know your scared that she'll see the sticker and question you why is it there?
or less why would you have took the sticker out?
ashamed that i am still a P driver??


you think i love going out often to spend money?
look at the house!!
we don't even have a proper sofa or television!!
i love spending time with my families..

i've always loved when we spend time together as one.
having dinner..
laughing of at jokes!
i haven't ate a family home cook food with all family members in years!!
it's always us eating out.
you call that fun?

yet when my *** is down you could still tell us you have a meeting here and there.
rather spending time with us.
now now...
tell me..
when you come home you always go to bed early.

how would you know if i studied or not?
how would you know if i cleaned the house up or not?
you wouldn't would you?

i miss the times when we are still ONE!!
mostly all my friends have a nice family.
a decent family..
why couldn't i?
is it fate?
or is it you!?

i wouldn't blame you much
as others do..
you told me you wanted to buy me a caldina.
boy was i dumb and stupid enough to be happy and excited!!
yet i knew i was not going to come to me i still had hope!!
fuck and you told me you wanna invest the money on the company and you didn't had much cash.
okay..
fine.....i didn't complain!!
i have a dam syer worth of RM 1 million right?
what if i sold the syer of your company off and start my own life?
plus you said the syer money would be in my account?
i'm still waiting for the letter to come to me and confirm i have the amount of a million ringgit!!

im keeping the syer for future purposes and never thought once that i would sell it to get things i want!!
you say i don't act like an adult?
i'm old enough to think like one...
i maybe playfull and shits..
but i know what is best for me and my life..

i have great friends.
they are always beside me when i need them.

i've given so much of hope in you that i finally came to a decision to give up!!
you can come back drunk and start scolding me that im useless?
look in a mirror and think twice!!

if you have the time just look in the mirror and spit on it!!
you deserve the spitting more than anyone else!!

i thank god for giving me an open heart!!
i thank god for giving me a great life!!
i thank god that he made my life easy!
i thank god he made me a child that can deal and see problems as if the were small ants to crush!!
i thank god for giving me a good *** and siblings
i thank god for everthing HE has done for me...
and i thank god for giving me a D** like you!

or else i would have grown up being a failure like you!!

some of my friend are jealous that i have a dad like you and a life like me..
hahhaa..
i guess after this post i think its the other way round.
i envy peoples life instead...
they have perfect family and not me

so



i promise myself to never give my future family a life i've been trough!!
i promise my child i'll be home for dinner with them if i don't have to work over time
i promise my family i'll love them till i leave the world!!
i promise i'll bring up my child that they'll be able to to think wisely
i promise my wife i'll never cheat on her or hurt her
i promise myself i'll never BE LIKE YOU!!!!







p.s : i love my life now and theres nothing in the world i would trade it for. i thank my friends for being there for me all the time..you people aren't just friends you are family!













































































































































i miss the old you.....

m K y g s`
seventeen
a nice kid, a combi of paul liangs sperm and also jessica loos ovum.
borned in te land of te laksa n char kuey teow, PENANG!!
not very proud of it..
still a student which is hopeless.
love`s food.
love`s himself.(yes i am vain)
ppl c me as an idiot which i am.
can b very nice also very annoyin and irritation and also nuisance.
has a bunch of great frens.
always dream`d of becomin rich.
owns a burberry boxers.(sweet!)
lives in dirty house.
mempunyai a nice bed.
into jrock.
had a lip piercin.
in coll tat is a living hell
owns a run dwn car
am i clown
american african wannabe
Tan Sri Wanabe
Tiesto wannabe
Dj Kennito